Who do you turn to when you lost connections. The sacrifice of time and relations for the involvement of one specific other. Other times, other possibilities demolished all for the reason of one person.
Why must the new feeling of love and excitement last only a few months? How does one extend the time of the feeling?
When looking back at all the ones who really matter, the one common factor was the different feeling each one gave to me. The intoxicating feeling of passion you have for someone you consider so attractive by your own standards having those exact same feeling. That energy in that moment. That high is what is the best speed my heart can take.
Each person, each new and repeated beginning is only a prelude to a different ending. It is like my concept of ‘me and you’ doesn’t exist. Each ‘you’ i am more prepared to easy the outcome.
now my words don’t reach you anymore.
I think I got lost some where along the way.
And I’m damned if i do and I’m damned if I don’t
And I”m ready to suffer and i”m ready hope
it’s a shot in the dark, an the arrow at my throat
